07. i don't wanna talk about it (inner conflict)

I don’t wanna talk about it
Don’t press my buttons
I’m feeling unlucky
Don’t wanna say more about it
Where is that pause button
Like God damn
Don’t talk about it
Don’t press my buttons
I’m feeling unlucky
Don’t wanna say more about it
Where is that pause button
Like God damn

 

I’m not in the mood, today, like
I’m done talking to you, wait, why?
Hey why you being rude, I’m like
I’m waiting for the truth, you’re right
You deserve it,
Hey aren’t you perfect
Grab the mic with a purpose
You’re ready? She looks nervous

I don’t wanna talk, but you insist
I’m feeling like, you know, a lil bitch
I’m feeling like, acting as if
I’m feeling like, everything’s a lie
Bobby’s on a leash, I think I’m not worthy of happy
I think I’m not good enough for peace
I think I’m not ready to be free
I think we be better off without me
Don’t talk, don’t interrupt me, wow see
You always tryna put me down jeez
Don’t wanna fight, but I am frowning
Keep on projecting all my howling
My soul is crying, mind is crowded
I don’t wanna bark but you allowed me
I don’t feel good enough, I’m drowning

 

Leave me alone, shit, wait don’t go, I’m sorry, hey
Leave me alone, shit, wait, I’m confused
Leave me alone, shit, wait don’t go, I’m sorry, hey
Leave me alone, shit, wait, I’m confused

 

I don’t wanna talk about it
I don’t wanna talk about it
I don’t wanna talk about it
I don’t wanna talk about it

 

I’ve been acting manic, like baby I love you, then I panicked
I started running, I was panting, didn’t feel comfortable in my skin
You made me see me with your eyes and I just became mesmerized
Like I was not what I believed, but I was not sure who I be
See all my thoughts started to scream
I was like all over the place
You saw potential, thought to wait
But I was not growing in the possibility you’ve seen
So you’re investment went to waste
See you and me we had a blast
But our intentions weren’t the same

Cause I was just a little bugger with an inferiority neck brace
And you just wanted what you wanted, didn’t even see me
So I’m not sorry yeah we were both a handful
You helped me to remember me for that I’m always grateful

 

Leave me alone, shit
Wait don’t go, sorry
Leave me alone, shit
Wait, I’m confused
Leave me alone, shit
Wait don’t go, sorry
Leave me alone, shit
Wait, I’m confused

 

I don’t wanna talk about it
I don’t wanna talk about it
I don’t wanna talk about it
I don’t wanna talk about it

I don’t wanna talk about it


Don’t press my buttons
I’m feeling unlucky
Don’t wanna say more about it
Where is that pause button
Like God damn
Don’t talk about it
Don’t press my buttons
I’m feeling unlucky
Don’t wanna say more about it
Where is that pause button
Like God damn