05. memories of you (longing for impressions)

I know I won’t find love in memories 

But my god, I’m trying to survive, love, trying to survive 

I won’t find love in memories 

But my god, I’m trying to survive in the wild, this is wild 

 

What do you do when you meet a young bloke 

Little experience in the world, no pro 

Blemo, I can be the one that shows 

My way, no haste, I’ll wait, I know 

Little boys need a little time, though 

Little water for the vines, little sugar for the soul 

Momma knows you got many pro’s I’ll endure the cons 

Even roses have thorns, I’ll add water to the wine, jup 

What do you do when you meet a fine lady 

Ten years more experience and a baby 

Boy, what a joy to be seen, this is crazy 

Tried to stay away 

But man I waited years for somebody like you 

Fear when I follow their truth 

My heart cried tears when I tried to leave you 

Took a chance on love, I mean what can you do 

What do you do huh 

 

I’ve been longing for this love I don’t know what to do 

She opened up the backseat door get in or get a move on 

Time won’t stop for no one, buddy, will you make a move 

Her words echo like ripples in my memories of you 

Memories of you 

 

I’ve been looking for love in quite a few forms 

Big bag of money and bad women, a newborn 

Love is in the stomach, a banquet, to adorn 

My big black heart, so empty, I crave more 

My memory is messing with my peace of mind 

Come bless me with a new technique 

To shut my cravings right, right, up 

I’m on a see-food diet, know you told me 

Months before I tried to show you 

Tried to show you, tried to show you I was stuck 

 

I’ve been longing for this love I don’t know what to do 

She opened up the backseat door get in or get a move on 

Time won’t stop for no one, buddy, will you make a move 

Her words echo like ripples in my memories of you 

Memories of you 

 

Longing for love, but I misunderstood 

Thought it was love but I misunderstood 

Attachment ain’t love, yeah we misunderstood 

Attaching ourselves to feel safe can’t be good 

Everything changes I’m scared of the new 

World keeps on changing I’m scared is the truth 

Taking the leap was a shock I feel bruised 

Blood pouring out of the wounds, it feels good 

It feels good It feels good 

Scared to let go I would cling on to you 

Scared of alone I would cling on to you