Experience is always relative to your perception
I drove 40 minutes I was in a new dimension
I was gone 40 days, I could not remember
My life before, all of these things started to happen
I am jetlagged, need to let my head rest
Body disconnected from the soul, some flashbangs
Bang against the back of my brand new perspective
I am still adjusting to everything that happened

I remember my dad laying on his, last bed
We sang, and chanted many, many, many blessings
A voice started to speak, inside me again
On certain moments it addressed interesting matters
Showing me different patterns and leading me in directions
I never expected, any of it, but it doesn’t matter
It showed me it was preparing a change in our awareness
A couple years after my dad has passed we’re present
The Pandemic came and pressed the whole population together
But it takes a while, to change and of course enormous pressure
Thought I’d help you, but this was harder than anyone expected
Now I realize, I was full of mad projections
I was what they call an unconscious manifestor
I am like a magnet all my life I am attracting
Time to reevaluate my choices and come back to my center

Okay Bobby this may hurt a little, don’t wanna upset ya
We’re going to reset ya system but you must relax yeah
You’re ready, Jack pull the lever, look out for the flashes
No don’t worry Robert this will only take a second
Are you sure this is safe
Nah but it’s important

Wow, what is happening
What’s love got to do with my actions man
I spoke these words, is it actually there
What it is anyway, I’m trapped in here
All my life, we’ve been mislead
Marketing will get you there
Blackmail and bargaining
If you do this, I got you fam
But if you don’t you will regret man
I’ll resort to violence, look in my eyes man
Just sacrifice your life or die sad
Like Jesus Christ did
I thought he did, so we would live and never have to die like that
I guess I have to watch my back, so our dad will not smite me
Don’t bite man, I don’t know what life is
But isn’t school, a job, a wife, kid, then a mistress who enticed me
That’s icy, lying cause I couldn’t face the music, of my mind shit
My gut is flipped, I don’t know what to do cause I sure do care
but I can’t pretend, that staying with you is right, man
I’m dying here, inside me, it’s screaming get your life and use it differently
Differently

Experience is always relative to your perception
I drove 40 minutes I was in a new dimension
I was gone 40 days, I could not remember
My life before, all of these things started to happen
I am jetlagged, need to let my head rest
Body disconnected from the soul, some flashbangs
Bang against the back of my brand new perspective
I am still adjusting to everything that happened

My memory of you is fucking with me.